Lindsay Martin

You know that girl next door that is always smiling and willing to lend a helping hand? Let me introduce you to her. Her name is Lindsay Martin and she happens to be my amazing roommate! I can hear your protests of my bias arising, but I am not biased I just get to see the proof from behind the scenes that she is the real deal. She is the girl that serves in the Junior High ministry at church. Who on her weekends off could be out living the adventurous life of a single 20s something, but is at the coffee shop writing bible studies and planning retreats for the ministry. She is the encourager who is always there to help her family and friends. She is the wonderful girl who is going on a short term mission trip next month.

So Lindsay, tell me about your trip:
I am going with a team from Rocky Mountain Calvary from March 7th-18th to Gulu, Uganda, East Africa.

Wow, Uganda! That is a pretty awesome country! (This is where my bias is applicable) Why Uganda?
I have always had a heart for Africa. It started when my family adopted my African American sister. It has shown me how God created us differently and I wanted to get to know the different cultures than what we have. In high school I went to Mexico three times, but this is my first trip overseas.

What will you be doing while you are there?
We will mostly be working with the women in the city of Gulu and surrounding villages. We will be holding bible studies and having fellowship time. On Sunday our team will be sending groups to various village churches to host vacation bible school.

Are you scared or worried about anything?
There are definitely areas that God is helping me to work through. I am not a fan of flying, the longest flight I have ever been on was for three hours. I am worried about being able to interact with the people. They have seen and experienced things I could never imagine. I will be learning more from them than them from me.

Anything Else? Worried about the hippos? You know they are the deadliest animal in Africa!
Haha, no. I do have a little fear about losing my passport. Oh and mosquitoes! I do not want to get malaria

What about the spiritual warfare?
I am actually kind of excited for that. It shows the enemy is scared for us, that we are a target. I wouldn’t say I am not afraid, just excited to see how God is going to move through it.

How have the preparations been going?
Pretty good, trying to stay on top of everything. I have one shot left, yellow fever. I have already had two shots so far. Also, our team trainings have started. I need to begin shopping for clothing and supplies. I am working on preparing my heart through prayer that God would continue to break my heart and build a further burden for the people. Also, that I would be flexible for the dynamics and logistics of the trip. I have been watching movies and reading up on history, people and culture.

What do you have left to do?
More prayer! Oh, and shopping, shots, packing, mosquito warfare items, additional trainings with team, getting ahead on things at work…. A lot of last minute things.

Do you have any specific prayer requests?
That I would trust in the Lord in many aspects of the trip – support money, travel (flying), health (current coniditions and worries about things when there), comfort for family while I am gone (especially parents), and unity for team.

Wow! Well, thank  you for sharing Lindsay.

Isn't she great? As Lindsay prepares for her trip, will you join me in supporting her?

Let’s pray!! There is a lot that goes into planning, preparing and traveling overseas. When you add in the factor that it is work for the Lord, the enemy arises in ways unimaginable. Pray for Lindsay and the entire team from RMC.

If you would like to donate to the Uganda trip you can:

Send Checks to:        -OR-        Visit: http://rmcalvary.org/online-giving/
Rocky Mountain Calvary
4285 N Academy Blvd
Colorado Springs, CO 80918
719.597.1133

(Please include a note that it is for Lindsay Martin)

Support is due by Sunday February 19th

Her remaining balance needed is $670

(Lindsay with her younger sister Courtney)

I know...I know... It has been a long time since I have blogged but I have something in the works! It is not quite ready, but I am just too excited to sit and wait!

Stay Tuned!!

Turning 30

What I have learned since turning 30:

1. Apprarently there is a bollywood movie about it, but not sure I would recommend it.
2. Gray hair starts growing faster and more abundantly the minute you turn 30. So not fun...
3. The fear of not being where you thought you would be can overtake your existence.
4. The realization that God is in control = freeing!
5. There is this weird state of being told you are old while others balk "you're still young".
6. You secretly relish "being old".
7. The importance of insurance, pension, investments, etc take on a new meaning.
8. Making pseudo bucket lists can be fun yet startling at the same time
9. I worry less what people think of me.
10. I worry more about my relationships with the people close to me.
11. God is the only way I can live, manage, cope, grow, and so much more!
12. Being in bed before 9pm is pretty wonderful.
13. Apparently green vegtables will not kill you and can be fun to cook with.
14. Donald Trump persuaded bankers to lend him $80 million when he was 30 so he could buy the Commodore Hotel - makes my student loans seem so reasonable.
15. I check off a different box when filling out forms [30-39]. Yipes!
16. People keep telling me your 30's are awesome - I guess we are suppose to learn from the mistakes of our 20's.
17. I cringe at the realization and long list of mistakes in my 20's.
18. I am not offended to be called "ma'am".
19. Moisturizing is a staple.
20. Mr. Batchelor was right in high school. I would use the math someday.
21. Being negative is a choice.
22. Coupons really do work.
23. Pizza at 2am isn't as fun anymore.
24. Laughing with friends at 2am still is!
25. You don't have to wait until you are married to own a KitchenAid mixer.
26. Everyone is not looking at me, they are worrying abou themselves.
27. The oldies and classic rock radio stations play songs from my childhood. And I’m okay with that.
28. I do not like store bought cakes.
29. I love mediterranean food, and mexican, and italian, and thai, and hawaiin - oh the delicous goodness.
30. I now have 10 years to work on my next list!

A Cousin's Challenge

         It never ceases to amaze me how a simple act can throw one's heart into a dervish. Yet, I am learning the real affect comes from one's reaction. This happened to me today, as my heart went into a whirlwind and the rest of me spun away after it, I crashed. It landed me on my knees pouring my heart out to the Lord ... yet again. Through tears and prayers I felt hopeless and out of control. In times before this, two scenarios would commonly take place, RUN or WALLOW. Or on a rare occasion both. And chocolate would probably be involved. However, today the Lord pushed my heart to pursue. Pursue Him, pursue relationship, pursue accountability. Instead of holding in I reached out and it helped. Through His word and the words of friends I came out of the storm seeing His faithfulness. I tell you this not our of boasting of myself but as a testimony of His amazing love and faithfulness. The challenge He has given my heart is a the simple pursuit of Him. The bonus package is the gifts that come with it ... relationship, hope, love, and so much more.

"Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication let your requests be made known to God and the peace of God that surpasses all understanding with guard your heart and mind through Christ Jesus" Philippians 4:6-7

Happy New Year!

(from frozen Colorado)

May the Lord bless and keep you in 2011.

Merry Christmas

It is Christmas eve in Colorado Springs, but there is no snow on the ground. This morning as I was wrapping the last two presents I was remembering my last Christmas in Michigan. Midnight on Christmas eve it started to snow and by Christmas morning there was at least a foot on the ground. It was beautiful, untouched by plows and cars in the silence of the crisp morning. While, that Christmas was a Bing Crosby dream come true, it was spent alone. Though I sat in a cozy house amidst a beautiful scene, it was a very difficult day.

What a contrast to today as I sit in this house surrounded by family and friends. While there is no snow on the ground, it doesn't matter. Christmas isn't about snow or decorations or presents. It is about the love of God. The love He bestowed upon us by sending His only Son. It is about His love that fills us and we share with others. So, as you gather with your family and friends this holiday weekend remember those in your life that might be alone or do not know God's love this Christmas. Share the glorious, eternal gift you have received.

I wish you and your family have a blessed and wonderful Christmas.

Fear

There has been a story from Uganda that I have wanted to share for some months. I could tell tales of bugs, snakes and spiders - oh my! But something really special occurred that I was reminded of today:

We had a day where we to spend some time reflecting on what we were where afraid of. As we ventured out to find places to be alone, I ended up at the edge of the compound, next to the fields, and below the trees. It was raining a bit and I thought the trees would add a bit of protection in addition to the umbrella I held as I sat and prayed. As I came before the Lord, asking Him to reveal to me what I was afraid of the drops continued to drip on my umbrella, then came the odd noise. It sounded like a branch breaking but as I looked up I saw nothing in the tree, maybe it was a small branch from an animal or something. I turned my focus back to praying, but something did not seem right. I repeatedly, kept looking back at the tree and saw nothing. Finally, I stood and moved to the side for a different perspective and then I saw it.  Directly above where I had been sitting a rather large branch had snapped off from the trunk and was hanging by just a few fibers. If it had failed directly on me I would have been severely injured.

 Stunned, I moved away from the tree and sat back down. I had been sitting there trying to focus on what I was scared of, completely lost in perspective. Yet, in the midst of that this branch starts to fall off and the reality is that God held it in place. I mean there was just a few strands of tree holding this thing together. Even after it happened it took me getting up out of "my spot" and changing my view to see what was going on. Then it hit me, the real problem in all of it was that I was not and had not been trusting God. Yet, here He was continuing to protect me. He had been there all of my life guiding and protecting, but I was so focused on "me" that I was not seeing it. My fear was based on past experiences of man, but God had never let me down. I was trying to hold him responsible for the sins of others. However, He was holding me safe.

I was reminded of this incident and revelation today as I sat and prayed, questioning God's will and plan in my life. Thankfully, He spoke peace into my heart and then later I was encouraged by the story of Mary. Here was a young woman who had dreams and desires of her own accord, yet the Lord came and gave her a calling. Her response is amazing, in that she willingly and easily submitted to His word. Her faith outweighed her fears. Could I be that strong? I know that I am not called to be the mother of Jesus, but I do know He has a plan for me. Now how I respond will be the test. How will the scales land, hopefully fear will fall to the peace and assurance of Christ!

"I love fall! Fall is exciting.
It's apples and cider.
It's an airborne spider.
It's pumpkins in bins.
It's burrs on dog's chins.
It's wind blowing leaves.
It's chilly red knees.
It's nuts on the ground.
It's a crisp dry sound.
It's green leaves turning
And the smell of them burning.
It's clouds in the sky.
It's fall. That's why...
I love fall."   - Author Unknown

So long farewell, auf weidersehen good-bye
Adieu, adieu, to you and you and you
I leave and heave a sigh and say good bye
- goodbyyyyyyeeeee!





I will be back in California this weekend (arrive Thursday) to settle things and say .... not goodbye, but "see you soon". Things will be very busy, so I apologize if I do not get to see everyone.

I am heading out on Monday morning to drive back to Colorado Springs.

Thank you again for all of your prayers and support. I hope to see you in the next few days.

I am officially HIRED!

 It is still a bit surreal to think of but I will be starting a new job at the end of the month (Aug. 30th) as an accounting assistant.

I am heading back to California next week (Thursday th 19th) to finish packing, settling things, and saying "see you soon"s to everyone.

Thank you for all of your prayers and support! They have been grealty appreciated. I am excited to walk in this new experience with the Lord.

I'm Moving ... to Colorado Springs!

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California Road Trip

Some of my favorite pictures of my recent trip with the Rothert's.

New Hope

                             

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Wednesday June 23 (TODAY)

What: I am sharing

Where: REFUGE CCHB

When: 7pm

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Kenya

A day at the Kiambethu Tea Farm while visiting the Ferguson in Kenya.

"It is the family home of one of the earliest tea growers in Kenya. The farm dates back to 1910 and the present house, set admist colorful gardens, has been home to four generations."

Sunday Question Day

Top Three Questions of the Day

#1- How long are you here for?

#2- What's next?

#3- Are you adjusted yet?

Answer: I am here for a bit, visiting with friends and family. The adjusting is going well and I am very grateful for the help and grace everyone is giving me. The hardest part is not having a definite answer for everyone. I am waiting on the Lord and His plan for what is next in my life.

Empty Hands

Today I took a walk to the beach and felt the impact of empty hands now:

No jerry can of water to carry

No notebook and pen for class
No flashlight
No scratching bug bites
No swatting bugs
No shaking hands with everyone you meet

No child's hand slipping in yours as you walk

"Reverse" Culture Shock

• Stage one: Disengagement may happen before you leave your host country and often times occurs because of the pace of work, goodbye dinners. As a result, you begin to distance yourself from friends and host country nationals.
• Stage two: Initial Euphoria may also occur as a result of leaving your host country and returning to the US. This is where you may have formed idealistic views of home, and what will happen upon your return. You are happy to be home! This feeling of euphoria may last a few weeks, but may inevitably give way to feelings of loneliness.
• This is Stage three: Irritability and Hostility, which is the realization that life at home went on without you, and as you were learning new things and making subtle changes, they were too. You may feel that friends and family don’t understand or want to hear what you experienced abroad.
• Patience and continued reflection will lead to Stage four: Readjustment & Adaptation. You may see the world through a different lens now, but are quick to find that the cultural differences you once thought so great are, in reality, infinitesimal. You have learned to incorporate the changes you’ve made within yourself, into new goals and ideas that don’t negate your own culture’s norms and values. You have attained a balance between both cultures.

A Few Views

The Vogt Family - Rebecca on the left was my mentor

One of the many snakes killed over the months!

Graduation Prayer